I have been saying lately how I needed to change. That I needed to go back to the person I used to be. Truth is, she is mostly gone. I can be someone better though. I can have back some of things, but others must be made new. It's hard to start over and forget things. I don't plan on forgetting that many things because there were a lot of memories that I cherish. I will build on those memories and begin my new journey. I have already begun to be a person that I know I will be okay with. It's going to take a while for me to completely begin this new phase, but I have the patience.