I don't know what I want, but I know what I DON'T want. I need to be cautious and more aware of the things in my life. A lot of people might not agree with the actions I have been taking lately, but hey my choices right. I do want to say thanks to all my friends for being there cuz this has definitely been one of the worst times of my life. I don't think I would be making it through right now if it wasn't for you. I can still feel that this is just going to be another long tough day, but I will do my best to hang in there and not cry as much. I am letting fate take its course in my life. Let's see how that works.