Last night was definitely one of the worst nights of my life. How can someone be so cold-hearted? To say such cruel words. I have wasted my time on something I should have let go of a long time ago. Why I put up with so much bullshit, I have no clue? But it's over. I am through with it. I am tired of being played with and treated like a fucking game. I am a good person with a good heart and I didn't deserve any of this. Things were tried to be used against me just so that they would have an excuse but it was all bullshit. They just needed something to push me away. Well, it worked. I am gone. He got what he wanted. I hope he is happy. What hurts is that I put all my effort and time into someone that I truly loved only for him to take my heart and stomp on it like nothing. Everyone told me to let go. That I deserve better. That it's not worth my tears, my thoughts, or my words. Well, i guess it's finally time to do it. As hard as it's going to be I must stay strong. A part of me will always blame myself for what happened but the other part sees it as I am not the one who quit. I gave him nothing but love and all I got in return are tears and heartache.

Can't believe that it's over baby All the buises on my heart That you gave me See we tried but we fight then we cry Now it's over baby When I met you I knew you would be the one, me looking at you made me feel kind of crazy, what you asked I almost did it automatically but it was nothing compared to the joy you gave me. although I know that what we had wasn't perfect babe, fooled around, but see that minute didn't phase me I thought by staying, trying to change you would be worth it babe, but now I see that trying to change you only changed me. See all of your lies, all these years and now I'm saying goodbye, it's over babe. Now I am thinking that I never should have dealt with you, all this screaming and this yelling that we go through raining late at night I'm sitting waiting up for you just to tell you that I hate who you turned into, see ain't no way I'm gonna sit and take this shit from you, I'm never playing another day of being your fool, I wasted all my time on something that just wasn't true, I should have known I could never ever change you See all your lies all these years and now I am saying goodbye, it's over babe I'LL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DID TO ME SO I AM GOING I AM LEAVING BABY I'LL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DID TO ME SO SEE ME DON'T EVEN SPEAK, I'LL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DID TO ME SO I AM GONE I AM LEAVING BABY

Nothing ever phased me. I was too blind to see what was really going on, But it's over. done with. I am through with it.....