August 14, 2006
Why is it so hard to see when you have a good person who's worth everything right in front of you, instead we want to reminisce about the past and stay lost and hidden. So many things have happened in my life to cause me to be scared to try, scared to experience what true happiness is. Although I am in a wonderful relationship i can't help to fear what it will lead to. How do I know this is reality and it's not just a dream. how do I know that something won't take it away from me in a heartbeat. He makes me feel so good. He treats me like a queen, like I'm actually worth something. I love waking up in his arms every morning; a perfect way to start the day. I love how we can just talk about so many different things and keep a conversation going. He said the words to me that I constantly repeat to myself. This has to be a dream, it's just too good to be true. I feel like the more happy I get the more scared I get. I am terrified of getting my heart broken. I still manage to hold my wall up though. I want this to work more than anything and I believe the only way that would happen is if we take it day by day and not rush anything.
got this from Marlene, hope she doesn't mind...
“Not every woman wants battle to fight, but every woman yearns to be fought for. She wants to be more than noticed-she wants to be wanted. She wants to be pursued. She wants to be a priority to someone. And her childhood dreams of a knight in shining armor coming to rescue her are not girlie fantasies; they are the core of the feminine heart and the life she knows she was made for.”~ Wild at Heart
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for a guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, “…..that’s her.”
Words couldn't even come close to describing how I feel......just know that I am really happy =)
Why is it so hard to see when you have a good person who's worth everything right in front of you, instead we want to reminisce about the past and stay lost and hidden. So many things have happened in my life to cause me to be scared to try, scared to experience what true happiness is. Although I am in a wonderful relationship i can't help to fear what it will lead to. How do I know this is reality and it's not just a dream. how do I know that something won't take it away from me in a heartbeat. He makes me feel so good. He treats me like a queen, like I'm actually worth something. I love waking up in his arms every morning; a perfect way to start the day. I love how we can just talk about so many different things and keep a conversation going. He said the words to me that I constantly repeat to myself. This has to be a dream, it's just too good to be true. I feel like the more happy I get the more scared I get. I am terrified of getting my heart broken. I still manage to hold my wall up though. I want this to work more than anything and I believe the only way that would happen is if we take it day by day and not rush anything.
got this from Marlene, hope she doesn't mind...
“Not every woman wants battle to fight, but every woman yearns to be fought for. She wants to be more than noticed-she wants to be wanted. She wants to be pursued. She wants to be a priority to someone. And her childhood dreams of a knight in shining armor coming to rescue her are not girlie fantasies; they are the core of the feminine heart and the life she knows she was made for.”~ Wild at Heart
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for a guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, “…..that’s her.”
Words couldn't even come close to describing how I feel......just know that I am really happy =)
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