After that lil emotional breakout i went through the last time i wrote i was doin fine. Things were good. I was focusing on school. I spent time with my babe. Relaxed for a day. I mean wow i had nothing to complain about except for my damn cysts. but i am use to the pain. They are just gettin really bad though. I'm gettin scared =( . Well like i said things were good then here goes hell......

• certain people are lookin for me and i'm not just talkin about friends or family. (big trouble and really scared)
• test results for my cysts just came back and they didn't come out good. (plz don't let me have to get surgery ;(
• my grandmother whom i love so so dearly and am really close to was in the hospital for almost a week cuz of low blood pressure. (not good, i need to go home)
• my damn money hasn't gone in my account so i haven't paid my rent and it was due fri (damn those late fees and my bank >(
• my sis and dad got in a huge fight, mom cried, i cried because she was crying, dad's all depressed (i don't even know wut to say......)
• I'm failing two classes (not cool at all)
• I miss my baby.....
• AND I AM IN SOOO MUCH DAMN PAIN!!!!!!!!!

So there you go, that's tha deal with me. how i still wake up in the morning is a surprise!!!