August 05, 2006
When will the memories stop or shall I say nightmares. If only they were nightmares. Sometimes I think if I just keep telling myself that it never happened than maybe I'll believe it. I'm tired of feeling this fear, this paranoia. Everytime the pictures start to pop up in my head I want to hide. I begin to think that it's about to happen again. I can lock all doors and still check every 5 minutes to make sure their still locked. Th only question that comes to mind is "Will I ever feel free?"
When will the memories stop or shall I say nightmares. If only they were nightmares. Sometimes I think if I just keep telling myself that it never happened than maybe I'll believe it. I'm tired of feeling this fear, this paranoia. Everytime the pictures start to pop up in my head I want to hide. I begin to think that it's about to happen again. I can lock all doors and still check every 5 minutes to make sure their still locked. Th only question that comes to mind is "Will I ever feel free?"
posted by btefulsmile at 3:26 PM
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