August 7, 2006

Just when things seemed to be goin so good I come upon something that just throws me down. I want to know everything, I want to be secure, but what seems to be true also seems to be lies. How do I know what's real? How can someone be so happy yet so scared? God help me!! Show me what's true. My heart had slowly begun to heal from all the past, don't let me build it up only to get broken again. I feel the tears inside caused by the fear, I don't want to cry.....

"A moment too good to be true
A picture too perfect to keep
A feeling too precious to lose
A heart too delicate to give"