As crazy as it may sound I want this soooo bad. Please God just let it be true or let it happen. I want nothing more than this to happen. These past few days have been something else. I am just hoping all these signs and symptoms turn out to be true.......

I miss Curtis sooo much. I hate not being able to see him every day. This past week or so I haven't even stayed at my apt. I have been sleeping at his sister's house. I am always over there now. In between classes, before work, after work, at night. It's like I practically live there. I love being around them. I feel so welcome.


I wish things were they way they used to be, maybe in time they will be.