Right now I can't explain anything. All I know is that everything is just so wonderful and I am grateful for that. A part of me is scared about this coming semester. Mainly because I know I have to do good. I hate that I am confused about my major but hopefully soon I'll figure it out. I am ready for this year and for some reason I just know everything will be fine.

Something happened yesterday that I just can't help but think it's my fault. I feel absolutely horrible and never wanted it to happen. I just wish there was something I could do about it. Please God just let everything be okay.

It's amazing how when I am in your arms everything just feels a thousand times better =)